Not emo, I guess.

Recently I'm really keen to update my blog huh. haha 

Although I'm not filling it up with interesting stuff. 

Sometime I look at other people, I'm so envy with them. They can always do the things they wanted to do, or actually the things I wanted to do. It's easy for them, but it's a mission impossible for me. All I want is just a little happiness than can make me feel like I'm worth to be existed in this world. But I dunno why I'm having all negative thoughts in my mind, I'm just 20 but I'm no longer the little girl who dreamt about her awesome future anymore. I was a girl who always thought that tomorrow must be better than today, and a cool and outstanding future is waiting me out there. I thought that now I might not be able to do big things, but I'll be the big one in the future. Haha, full of sarcasm. 

About the people who made my days suck than what i had expected, thank you. At least I'm prepared to meet the different level of assholes out there. Just like one of my friend told me, yeah, I met too much nice people so I can't seems to move on when I meet one total ass. Will try to learn how to ignore. Ignorance is bliss. Hard lesson. :( 

Buck up and fuck all the assholes! haha

It's time to sleep! 

xoxo

blaaaahhhh!!!

Here's my first post for 2012. Actually suddenly feel like already long time didn't update my blog. So now just update a bit la haha

Firstly~~~~ About my form 6 life. So i was end for a long time dy, but i still got something to talk about it. My form 6 life.... One word, SUCKS!!! Feel so sien when think about it. That kind of life i'm not going to have it again! I NEVER NEVER think that exam or study would be a stressful thing before i step in SMK Sacred Heart. My life at that school is a nightmare. Morning stay till 5pm when reach home already half-dying. This is my first time, so hardworking in study and yet still get the most suck-ish results. Hairs fall a lot everyday (now already don't have that problem XD), everyday think about how to die, how to skip the school, bla bla. That time feel like if you give me a gun i can kill them all directly without any hesitation. That time really is a super duper miserable time. Don't want to talk more about it anymore i scare i might cry when i see this post someday. haha

Now talk about some happy things haha yeah i was going back to kuching to celebrate CNY! That was a really fun time, hanging with all my buddies is the happiest moment i had. Long time didn't see them already, they don't have much changes, still same as usual! Hope they won't change forever haha >< Got lots of photos but i lazy to upload it. Well since i've uploaded in my facebook account so i think no need to upload at here anymore liao la haha 

By the way, stpm result is gonna out soon. I AM SO SCARED!!!!! ahhhh

Nothing else to say liao.. 

The end.........