I feel so depressed when today i dunno how to do MT1 during the exam. Then i get back my physics paper 2, yeah well as usual result again. That seriously made me feel worst. I know my maths is not good, but i do really take it seriously. I studied mt only last night, that cause me didn't study PA at all and of cause today also can't do well in PA paper. But then when comes to exam, it seems like nothing is in my head. So with physics, i asked seniors to help us, i spend my time my energy too for physics but i still get bad result at last. I thought i understand all those things that they taught, or just actually i didn't get it but i dunno?
Perhaps this is because of my own attitude. Just like the hare in the story of "The Hare and the Tortoise". I'm too ego. Just because i think that i can do it then i stop and take a rest while the they're still moving to the destination. At last, this is what i am, A LOSER.
Now and then i should try to change myself before stpm. Feel so hopeless and don't want sit for stpm already. Just can't take the failure again :(
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ReplyDeleteme too....i cn guess wht is my results oledi..i din lie this time o...u noe...my sister went to schl today...n ah nyien saw her n ask her abt me ...o...it's too bad...u noe what she says to my sister...she say did ur sister (me) study at home...din study ,rite...coz she score more worst results this time o.....haiz...my heart..
ReplyDeleteHaiz haiz.. U're nt a loser..It's nt a failure too.. Study harder, then u will gt the reward tat u deserve~ (I shld say this to myself too XP) GAMBATEH!!!
ReplyDeletesiew hie, an nyien really says like that?? impossible u will score worst le cause u got do chemistry notes wor.. i think she means for the small quiz? she dint mark so fast eh.. but la if u know this time score not good just need to work hard lor.. for stpm. haha
ReplyDeleteSj, i oso thought the same too. study harder.. but always feel like not enough le.. im not that type sit down then can study whole day one.. haizz.. anyways thanks! haha gambateh yameteh >////<
but it is true too...u noe la...this time exam is almost exam the lower topics o...i din study lower topics o....so i din ah nyien din lie o...haiz.. i thk i ned to gt ready to face her next week....no face liao o...haiz,,,,
ReplyDeleteya la...we ned to work hard o...hey guuys..wanna go to public library n study ma...i cnt study at home o...i stay at home only watching tv , online n playing games o...no mood to study o....
is "thk* ah nyien ..." nt din*...hahha
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