I feel so depressed when today i dunno how to do MT1 during the exam. Then i get back my physics paper 2, yeah well as usual result again. That seriously made me feel worst. I know my maths is not good, but i do really take it seriously. I studied mt only last night, that cause me didn't study PA at all and of cause today also can't do well in PA paper. But then when comes to exam, it seems like nothing is in my head. So with physics, i asked seniors to help us, i spend my time my energy too for physics but i still get bad result at last. I thought i understand all those things that they taught, or just actually i didn't get it but i dunno?
Perhaps this is because of my own attitude. Just like the hare in the story of "The Hare and the Tortoise". I'm too ego. Just because i think that i can do it then i stop and take a rest while the they're still moving to the destination. At last, this is what i am, A LOSER.
Now and then i should try to change myself before stpm. Feel so hopeless and don't want sit for stpm already. Just can't take the failure again :(
