Most probably the craziest thing I ever did in my life

Yea the tittle actually say most of it. I ah... I rape someone... Er no la hahaha! Last night when we rented a car out to bp mall (the we=me, chui liu and yet mian) cuz I want to settle the damn digi bill. Say tiok this digi bill ah really pissed me off ah! So I don't want to mention about it anymore lol. Then around 10 sth after we settled the bills at the digi centre near alliance bank after we went to bp mall, next to aeon square one and applied a membership card because it is free and I am a card collector lol, then back to bp mall again then... Yes. We stopped at bp mall and think where to go next. Lol. Cuz really too bored and don't feel like wanna go back earlier. Chui liu suggest we rent the car for half day, since we really almost used for half day, but then it means we have to go lepak until 4am. Orz. Was intending to go sing k, but dream world only open until 2am. Then ah movie also cannot cuz at that time don't have the movie we want to watch.

Suddenly!! Our conversation turn to other ways. Lol. I started it. I asked:"hey want go desaru?" That time is really suddenly got that kick wanna go beach and desaru is the nearest beach I knew. Then they on wor! They didn't even try to reject me lol! Not blaming you guys la but hey really no objection at all leh hahaha alright I know the night is still young we are young also hahahahaha then I directly call kit (I think he is shocked lol) and jio him want go desaru or not. He said okay. So we rush back and prepare for our trip! Okay pls look at my title again

First we went to kit's house fetch him la. Thank you for crazy with us lol. Memang siao liao us hahaha we went to princess harbor instead of desaru cuz he said desaru is danger at night lol. When we reached there, is closed already. D: the business hour is from 8am to 1am. Too bad we reach at 1:05am wtf = = 

Midnight jb really has no place to hang out lor. Or got we dunno la so we decided go mamak! Hahaha. We ate puri! I dunno I spell it correctly or not la it sounds like that de lah haha

 This one like boobs one lololol

Then we drived to desaru at 4:45am to see sunrise! When we reached there it was still dark after that the light is coming out! 

 

Really just coming out lol. 

Before that.. Let us take a groupie lol

And of course selfie lol

Why no my face?? Bcoz ah got my face then no that orange pretty background so I have to sacrifice my pretty face XDDD

The orangenessssss 

I took many photos but too lazy to upload all here is the sun!! Like FINALLY! The telur masin yolk!!

Then is breakie time! Skip this part lol I was too full to have breakfast my stomach was full with bak kut teh orzzzzz

After breakfast we went to city square lor.. To be honest I really dunno jb got what place to lepak ah. Other than legoland, hello kitty land and whatsoever land, the one last thing we can do is shopping! But we have energy (actually one night no sleep left not much also la hp drop to red colour liao lol) have time but no money!! Bo lui!! Shopping for what shit leh like that???! Lololol so I skip this part too hahaha

Lastly we had our lunch la. It's pork burger!! Yes pork. Hi pork, I love you. Lol. I really had a long time didn't have western meal dy leh. So craving for it.

Groupie again haha 

Take groupie with fish eye len really good wor cuz it fits everyone in nicely! Hahaha

Gals only. XD 

The buns.

 Lastly our pork burger and chicken chop! This chicken chop really nice I recommend this! Haha oh dear good bye diet, hi fats

After lunch someone mau pengsan liao so he go back first lor hahaha wanted to go daiso but no time dy so go back lor.

First time do sth like this I know is crazy but really had fun! At least I tried once in my life and I have sth interesting to share in the future. Love it! Thanks my gang accompany me leh haha <3 

We should have this more

You think your life is sucks? Read mine.

Yes, I am gonna publish a book with this blog title. Or I can change the title to "My Life Fucks Me Everyday" →_→

Today..... A shitty thing happened on me AGAIN. I went to library to borrow book, as to satisfy the request of the lecturer of materiel of mechanics also because I rather read book then her bahasa slides. I went to the machine there, I scanned my matric card and type in my pin, as usual, then the screen showed a notice of I cannot borrow books cause my ID is blocked. I was like what the heck??! Then I repeat the steps again, just this time I type my pin slower lor, cuz might be pin error ma. Still cannot. NEVERMIND I TRY AGAIN WITH EVEN SLOWER SPEED. Wtf pin with 4 digits impossible I will type wrong so many times and I confirm I didn't forget my pin cuz I never change before. Tiam liao lor, dunno what the shit happen again liao lor confirm system got problem lor. Then I went to the counter and asked :" Why my ID is blocked huh?" Then that librarian checked and told me is because I have a book haven't return yet and I need to pay fine RM46.40. WTF SERIOUSLY??  I really really confirmed I got return every books that I had borrow. I told him, he gimme the book code and asked me go find at the shelf. can be lazy abit it's my fault now meh i am a victim leh dude scare the hell out of me leh dude

I asked him, what's the title of the book. Calculus. Wth calculus, hell yeah calculus. That's the course I took last year, when I was a YEAR ONE SEM ONE student now I'm year two dy man! yeah right I only got borrow books during sem 1, new student ma keh keh act like very rajin lor I don't even have the image of how the book looks like when he told me the title. So I went to fourth floor and find lor, and yeah found one on the shelf. So freaking thick man, more confirmed I sure won't forget to return this gigantic bulky book. Then I rushed back to the first floor, to the counter and told him I found the book. He checked and said same code but different barcode leh. I was like wtf banyak macam-macam lah chicken I was so pissed and got a diploma student beside comfort me LOL. So I went back and find another one lor, but found the other one with the barcode matched book code tidak match pulak. Chicken I was so scare I thought I need to repay the book liao wor, cuz there was no more that book on the shelf, that book so freaking thick sure very expensive one ngam ngam there got another ppl who REALLY LOST HIS BOOK, that library told him fine no need pay only need to pay the price of book even the book is rm1000 you also need to pay. Me kiu ah AND I DIDN'T EVEN LOST THE BOOK NOT MY FAULT PUN!!! Where to find money to pay ahh heart pain ah if I really need to pay for it! 

Lastly that really is the book I borrowed last time lah. Duh. They deduct my fine and asked me fill a form lor. Still warn me next time after return book by using machine check my account see whether is really returned or not. I just wanna say... WHY WHOLE WORLD PPL RETURN BOOK USING THE SAME MACHINE THAT I USED BUT ONLY ME KENA FUCK. You tell me lah!!! Urgh! 

And ah, today I went to McD enjoy makan GCB, I thought my class at 5pm but actually is at 2. Screwed. *roll eyes* 

And and and, when I was coming out from the library I saw a sikun bus stop there, but when I reached bus stop, it's gone. = = Then I wait lor, I always wait for bus what, so here comes an etika delta (after one song time) but it's so full and I don't squeeze like a savage to get in a bus. So I didn't get the the bus lor, decided to walk to atm lah, when I was walking I saw a UTHM bus is going out. Fuck la even if I have the olympic racer's speed I also can't reach bus stop before the bus mah. Sien when I almost reach bus stop I saw the uthm bus went out lor. Like that treat me lor, let me wait another half an hour lor. 

SIEN SIEN SIEN

My life can be more bitch abit. 

First Year Sem 3 aka Short Sem

So now here i am, 5.44 in the morning at senai airport writing my new entry. haha

This year I had short sem here, when everyone is going back for their 2 months holidays, I have to stay and my holiday left is 2 weeks. But due to raya holidays, my holiday became one month instead of 2 weeks! Good good good XDD So now I'm going to share a bit about how i spent my short sem, alone.

ALONE. Yeah, I stayed alone here, at Michelle's rented house. Thanks her for letting me stay at her place when most of the students stay at Taman University. Of course, many ppl asked me, why i don't want stay at taman u since my place don't have wifi and it's not really convenient. Well, first reason is when the time we need to submit our hostel application with the hostel fee, I have no money to pay for it. Second reason is, I don't like to live around with the ppl I'm not familiar with. Actually I was kinda looking forward to live alone! XD 

Many ppl also asked me, how do you do? Living alone. My answer is NICE! To be honest, staying alone is so so so so nice! Although I don't have ppl to chat with (well ppl i usually wanna chat with never beside me also), then I bought RM18/month plan to keep connected with my besties and friends. Sometimes being around ppl also very sien. Especially when you have an annoying disgusting asshole roommate to bear with, then living alone is like you're living in a sweeeeeeet heaven! It's really nice when no one ask you, whatcha doing?. No matter what i am doing is totally none of your business right? Btw, I will suddenly chuckles or smile/laugh when i think of i'm living alone. Hahaha. So yeah.. Pretty pathetic though. LOL

Anyway, why my 2 weeks holidays turned to one month's? Haha. It's because raya holiday! First time really love raya Raya has 2 weeks holidays, then left one week lecture week then final week. Lecturer said he can finish everything before raya, so the problem left is can we have final exam earlier? I put lots of effort to let lecturer give me early exam. My lecturer, also is my penasihat akademik, he is soooo damn lazy!! From the day we knew after raya holiday we just need to come back one day for final (it's totally impossible for me coz hey my dad isn't pilot), I kept asking him to let me know can i have final earlier possibly before raya. He kept saying next week next week, until the week before holiday, last week, he asked me to book a flight directly and gave him my boarding pass so that he can help me adjust to let me have my final earlier. Of course I did so asap, and I gave him my boarding pass on friday, put inside the damn envelope that stick on his door (i seriously curious why he always not in his room). The tuesday i asked him (as wednesday is the last day of class), can i have exam on wednesday? He replied, need to be confirmed by dean first. I was like.. What the... Alright, then when you can confirm to me coz tomorrow is the LAST day. He said, dean asked why need to take exam earlier. I was soooooooooo full in rage when i saw that msg! WTF, now you're asking me why??! I thought you should in the progress settling this shit! Then I said, can i use family problem as a reason, he asked me draft letter for him. Okay, after I finish type my letter, printed, and again need to put in his damn envelope, I saw my boarding pass is still in the fucking envelope!!!! That time I felt like wanna kick him door, scold him the word start from 'c' and show him my longest finger!! Luckily the next day he still let me have my exam. So now I settled everything so finally can relax and enjoy my one month holiday. Btw, he is really sucks. Although lastly he made up my final, but he is a person with no commitment. Tsk tsk....

Oh ya, need to thank kit fetch me to senai! haha if not really hard for me to call a taxi to senai by myself. The price is gonna kill me. No bus to senai pulak. What the heck, at least got bus to LCCT and KLIA. Senai sucks. Fly from johor still more expensive then fly from KL. Why I don't want just fly from KL? Nah. I went through the process of take bus from Parit Raja to Batu Pahat Terminal, then bus to KL TBS, then bus again to LCCT, lastly bas lagi to KLIA for twice. I really tired of catching up with so many buses, so fly from senai then. haha

Owh finish this entry now the time is around 6.11am. Still got 3 hours ++ before my flight. My flight is at 9.35am TTATT How to kill time when all i think is "I WANT SLEEP". Hahaha LOL 

Prodigal Life

I'm prodigal girl. :( It's just the start of the June but I already spent quite a lot of money. Actually this sem like I mentioned in my previous entry, I said I'm running out of money dy, so I asked money from my mom. Orz She gave me double the amount I have asked. So I felt so sorrrryyyyyyy :((

The start of study week is making ppl feel like IT'S HOLIDAY! so can't stop enjoy. Till now I still haven't start to study. No mood to studyyyyyyy helppppppp. LOL 

Fast gimme the spirit of study like hell! LOL. This spirit is dead long time ago.. zzz

Love You, Dad

Some of you might be wonder about my title since now is not Father's day. I have a bad news here, my dad is gone today. 

It happened too sudden, I hardly accept it. My mom wake me up nervously around 5am and told me my dad isn't breathing anymore. Of course i'm not believing this at first, thought I might still dreaming or just a prank from my dad. Then I went to his room and found he's really not breathing anymore. I shocked. No breath and cold body. I was stunned and my mom keep asking me how. My mind was blank, but i know i have to make decision, i have to do something. Then i called ambulans here, the doctor came and confirm my dad is dead. Then I know, it's neither dream nor prank, it is a truth that can't be denied. 

When on the way bring my dad's body to hospital, many memories flash back in my mind. The lunch I had yesterday, is my favourite broccoli and chicken soup. My dad knew I don't have broccoli and soup in hostel, he knew i'm craving for those when i'm not at home. Think of the words he said before, he said he will go to my graduation ceremony and give me a big banquet of flowers. Think of the smile and greet he had when he saw me back from Johor. I feel so sad when I know I can't have it anymore in the future. 

I really regret of not spending time with him. For all my besties, you know I don't like my dad. I harsh to him all the time. Now I don't have the chance to treat him nice anymore. Sorry dad, I was immature, all i see only bad in people, I always ignore the good side of you and enlarge your bad. Although sorry is too late, but i'm still wanna say:

Sorry dad, and i love you. You're the best guy in this world and i know you are the only man who loved me the most. Hope you stay happily in heaven. I will do my best to support family, don't worry. 

PS: Thanks to all my dear friends for comforting me. I am really very touched. I'm nothing without you guys. Love you all too.